Melbourne Post Summer Heat

I once again certify that the world weather is changing. Melbourne autumn is having more hot days than summer. Today's weather is top of 39 degrees Celsius and I realize is not good for my skin infection. I have switched on my room mobile air-con for long but the room temperature still stay at 29 degrees Celsius.

I purposely went out to Pacific Cafe on Lonsdale Street, to enjoy a cold dessert in a chilly place. Somehow, I manage to sweat while having a disappointed Lychee Grass Jelly Ice-cream. I’m wondering if they did turn on the air-con. Maybe I should think this is a good sign rescuing the world, at least someone out there is preserving the environment, reducing CFC but not switch on the air-con.

If I asked to scale my level of satisfaction on the value for money of the service provided, I can simply say Totally Not Satisfied. For long, I didn't have a dessert where is so tasteless. I rather pay $6.50 for a cup of Trampoline ice-cream.

Tomorrow weather is not look good either. It will be a fine and sunny day. Northerly winds becoming fresh and gusty during the morning and forecasted to be top of 40 degrees Celsius.

What is LOVE?

When it comes to my notice that someone is on the fringe of seperating from a relationship due to minor misunderstanding, I start to question myself what love is all about?

The word love has many different meanings, for the purpose of today's title, it refers to interpersonal love. Some say love represent sacrifies, some say love represent waiting patiently, some say love represent now, means that one should cherish and value the love from their partners.

Life is like cooking a dish，it will taste differently when you added different ingredients or sauces. Love is dispensable, and only forms one of the so many elements in life. Somehow life can be more meaningful if there is love in life. Love can bring happiness, and also countless troubles and grief.

Love is actually everywhere. There is love between friends, parents and kids, husband and wife, boyfriend and girlfriend. Nonetheless, people used long period to understand the real meaning of love. During high school, I used to think love is simple liking for another, now I think love is more potent sentiment. Love to me now is attachment, altruism, emotional and physical intimacy, and passion.

I will keep on learning about love. Try my very best to love Celine, and give her the best in life. I miss and I love you.

喜歡妳 (Like You)

After pervious posting, I feel like to listen to Beyond's all time favorite - 喜歡妳 (Like You). It can reeally represent my feeling now.

細雨帶風濕透黃昏的街道
抹去雨水雙眼無故地仰望
望向孤單的晚燈　是那傷感的記憶

再次泛起心裡無數的思念
已往片刻歡笑仍掛在臉上
願妳此刻可會知　是我衷心的說聲

**喜歡妳 那雙眼動人
笑聲更迷人　願再可

輕撫妳 那可愛面容

挽手說夢話　像昨天　妳共我

滿帶理想的我曾經多衝動
理怨與她相愛難有自由
願妳此刻可會知　是我衷心的說聲

Repeat **

每晚夜裡自我獨行　隨處蕩　多冰冷
已往為了自我掙扎　從不知　她的痛苦

Repeat **

(from: http://www.justsomelyrics.com/860709/Beyond-%E5%96%9C%E6%AD%A1%E5%A6%B3-Lyrics, Beyond 喜歡妳 Lyrics are property and copyright of it's owners. Lyrics are provided for educational purposes only.)

Now I will try my best to translate into English so that my beloved Celine able to know my feeling and message from the 黃家駒 masterpiece.

1. Drizzle with the wind soaked dusk streets, I wipe away the rain, my eyes tends to look up at the lonely street lights...
2. Once again flown in the face of countless hearts yearning, all your previous laugh and smile moments that hanging on your face, I wish you will be able to know at the moment, I sincerely say....
3. I like your touching eyes, charming laugh and smile, wich that once again I can touch your cute face and talk to you while holding each other hands, just like yesterday, you and me...
4. My selfish thinking forced me to react stupidly, used tonne of excuses telling her that our relationship give me no room of freedom, I wish you will be able to know at the moment, I sincerely say.... (repeat no. 3)
5. Everyday when I walk alone in the cold night, because of my selfishness, I never know how hurt she is... (repeat no. 3)

So, this is the English version of the lyric of BEYOND 喜歡妳.

I miss and love you.

Missing My Beloved...

Suddenly feels like we are apart from each other world. From geographical point of view, you are now in northern while I still stuck in southern hemisphere.

I miss you so much. When there is something to focus on or divert my attention, I mean when I am concentrating on my work, I am alright. When I am thinking of you begin long distance from me, not being able to touch and hold your love, my emotion sometimes makes me feel struggling, torturing, and is not easy to cope. I have to bear with it as I choose to follow such emotion torturing way.

I am quite sad to hear that our feeling may become weird and strange when we meet again after so many months of long distance relationship. I always think that we have so many clicks and plans, I rather choose my best to regain your love and trust, so we can make our plans come true.

Hopefully the second ring and parcel that I give can make you happy or at least regain some smile for at least 20 – 30 minutes. I don’t think “HE” is the only one who able to make you smile. I am so not happy when you mention about “HIM”.

I miss and I love you.

发脾气

我觉得每人在特定的时候会发脾气，但是不是意为着可以不顾其他人的感受，甚至说一些令人生气或反感的字眼？我认为发脾气时永远不可牵涉家人以及敏感话题因为后果可以很严重。往往不是每人可以做到这一点，所谓说容易，做很难。

有些人在不理智的情况发脾气，有些人因为要发脾气而发脾气，也有些人发脾气为的是要引起别人的注目。所以，每人发脾气都有自己觉得理所当然的原因。其实，发脾气是属于一个蛮好的发泄方法。我并不太了解其他人发脾气后的举动，我肯定当安静下来时，往往会觉的先前发脾气是多么的不应该，但是却无法补救因为已经发了脾气。

总而言之，发脾气有利有弊。希望我和她往后的日子可以先考虑清楚，是否到了无可避免的情况才发脾气。当然，我身为男生应该要有风度，不可乱发脾气，而且需要准备接受她的无理取闹和发脾气。这样感情才可以维持长久。假设真的忍无可忍，身为男生也不应该乱发脾气，可以选择在自己的Blog里倾诉倾诉。。。

Another BLOG

First of all, the reason for my Blog title today is not because of I've had enough experience of other blog and want to have something new. I've once setup a blog ages ago, I stop blogging due to laziness. This blog mainly dedicated to my beloved Celine who tries everything possible to wait for my return to Malaysia. I love you and I need you, Celine.

Today is very hot, top of 36 degree celcius, and the next following days aren't look good either. Today can be considered as my busiest day in the week. I've no idea why my busiest day always the hottest day.

My day started with a trip to Victoria Market with Raymond & Andrea (Raymond's 3 YO daughter) , then go to work, lunch with friends, then to Priceline to get lollies and chocolates, then to post office to buy gift box, then to Chinatown to get IDD call card, and of course packed the parcel.

Now I learned easy way not always good. Just like my friend, having fun without safety precaution, end up became daddy and need to get marry. And for me, I have to buy another IDD call card because I used my house key to scratch the pin code which end up the pin number partially can't see clear.

In the evening, I visited Raymond and Jessie for some law breaking purposes. I suppose able to relax in an air-con equipped living room, somehow the remote control battery is dying. Again I need to sweat like pig. Celine, please remind Chen to buy some new AAA batteries.

At least now I'm blogging in my room with the mobile air-con switch on. I miss you, Celine. I really really love you. I'm bit not happy actually but I can't complaint otherwise we'll fight again. I start to reckon that Celine just like a kid, I don't mean that she reacted bit childish, just that like kids crying or complaining for no specific reason. Sigh. The only cure to this is I only need to know how to give her lolly when needed. Haha.

Did you took couple of photos of Esther & Jimmy wedding dinner to obtain some ideas how grand your wedding wants to be? Celine ar, remember to sleep early tonight for tomorrow early flight to Singapore. Will definitely miss you. I will call your Singapore mobile or hotel room.

I love you.